Dont kill your dreamz

Itz great to have a dream!!!!!!!!!!!

Its great to press the '!' key on the keyboard for a long time.!!!!!!!!!

Itz great to write a blog!!!!!!!

Itz even great to express!!!!!!!

Itz great just to be surrounded by so many greats!!!!!!


Comin back to Dreamz........ How often do you dream? or rather how often do you remember your dreamz? Science tells us that we all hav dreamz but not all of us do remeber them. Religion tells us that only good dreamz are to be shared and the bad dreamz to be kept with you. Dreamz carry us into a world where the rules of reality do not apply.

I was all by myself in my room. It was night for sure. It crossed midnight. I wasnt sure what i wanted to do. I lay upon my back, my head resting over the pillow,legs straight, my brain thinkin of the usual nonsense, it had always been upto, and my eyes droopy yet open watching the fan revolve. The next moment i was asleep.

### I was on the roof of my paternal grand father's house and all of a sudden i fell from the roof. i was falling and then there was a discrete feelin runnin, a feelin that is experienced by a freely falling body perhaps. A feelin of approach to the ground. A feelin of bouyancy effect. All these runnin and i suddenly awoke. I was still experiencing the fall. it took a few seconds before i came back to normal.


I applied newtons first law here. I continued to be in the same state even after the dream was over till the external stimulus, perhaps my brain, produced the friction effect to have a stop on it. I pondered over this. Would it have been the same feeling had i really fell from such a height? I couldnt get the answer. I presumed yes. So, i had experienced a close to death situation.


People usually tell that you dream of things that you long for or have been thinkin of for quite some time, but my dreamz are contrary. I dream of things which i wasnt associated with anywhere in the near past. Reason? i don know. What i hav deduced is that i put my sub-conscious mind to work on things that i desire and at some point in space and time they come out as dreamzzzzzzzzz.

Dont kill ur dreamz. Dreamz do mean something, though you cant term it as prediction of future. Dreams provide you with fodder to think upon. More often than not my dreamz remain incomplete and i find myself crafting theories to conclude them. Dreams need to be interpreted. Ancestors had means of analysing dreams. we have lost it by concentrating too much on logic and less on creativity.

----------------------------> Z a H i D

Is luv a 3 letter word ?

Nice question..... There must be a price for it!!!!!!!!!

For those internet freaks n the sms addict’s luv is sure a 3 letter word. For those perfectionist grammatical pundits who are especially particular over spellings and punctuation it can be nothing but a 4 letter word. For those ones who are not quite literate and hav had bad schooling it can vary depending on god knows what! For tennis, badminton and tt freaks it is a ZERO.

Those who hav understood this itz great. For those whose brain hasn't asked their lips to impart a smile, itz normal too.... they can continue wid the remainder of the blog.

I searched through Google and Oxford dictionary to check out how many letters it indeed had?

The first definition I could find was that love ‘was a pleasure’. P-L-E-A-S-U-R-E was an 8 letter word. Then I checked what pleasure was. Pleasure was an activity that affords enjoyment. I presumed it wrong….love doesn’t afford anything.

The second one I found was ' a strong positive E-M-O-T-I-O-N '. Then love was a 7 letter word. Emotion meant a feeling but love can’t be described as just a feeelin.....it engulfs larger things.

Then I found ‘an O-B-J-E-C-T of warm affection' . It was a 6 letter word. Then I checked what object meant. Object was defined as a visible entity..... Then I presumed that love isn’t a 6 letter word for love isn't visible.

Then I found that love was a 'a beloved H-U-M-A-N '. Then love was a 5 letter word. I looked into human, I found human was just another person like us. Love can be an inanimate thing also. I concluded love aint 5 letter.

Then I found that love was’ lust’. Then love would be 4 letter. But then lust can be love but love cant be lust…..vice versa aint true.

Finally I found that love was ‘S-E-X’. Then love would be a 3 letter word. Thinking conventionally love wasn’t sex either.

I couldn’t find any two letter or uni-letter ones.

What then was love? How many letters does it contain?

Google provides the world with answers to every question but it couldn’t give an answer to one of the most elementary questions that the world is after, the world is really crazy to know. The world needs an answer to this question to act accordingly. The world needs an answer so that they don’t hit the bottom when things go wrong. Love needs a global meaning. Letz see how fast can google hit upon a solution.

--------------------------> Z @ [-] ! !)

TTT - The Time Traveller

The time frame i was in always differed a lot from others who were striving hard for each and every thing they wanted in their life... The past and future is always been a myth to me..

A lot of people vary with our opinions amidst our fact being right or wrong.. Its just that., they have some kinda objection for whatever we bring out.. same as we.. we also have the same kinda scientific disease.. its not epidemic.. its cultivated all in ourself.. thats why White blood cells got act as a saviour in the cases where the Red cells try to dominate..

The time traveller was my best friend.. until i realised that i dunt need it.. is it contradicting., how can ya dunt need ya best friend.. well., it was kinda MPD that created and annihilated all within my neurons!! i travelled a lot back in our history and a lot forward in the future., he tuk me where ever i wanted..

One day., it was like., a dampned twilight during those spring evenings.. when suddenly it showered., i wanted to make myself drooped in those un-seasonal rain water.. my soul was even more thirsty., i was kinda stuck my some kinda awe.. i met sumone., right in front of me.. he was, rather it was a kinda impression which i saw in the rain waters that were railing down wards to the earth..

It sed me., that i can do to any place of any time period i wished., i went to my childhood and saw myself so happy and not caring abt any other things.. then again., i went to future to my settled time in which i was relaxed a lot having the sip of my last few days.. i came back to present.. when i cud be happy and relaxed at the beggining., why this fuss and fussed up things all inbetween..

I cud remember the dialogue from a famous film : "we kip one foot in the past., another in the future and piss at the present" ha ha., very funny.. well this friend of mine was so sweet., for the reason it cud do things unimaginable., but it was the one which made me find so miserable of what i am..

I felt., this.. having too much good is also a bad.. i know sumthng that is not very ineterstin for all of ya.. the DEJA VU's everyone have is not really a imagination.. its the minds power to think a lot before it happens..

Time travellin is not possible.. juz forget it.. make things around ya in ya present to be more beautiful which inturn makes u more beautiful.. love ya surroundings and it will be the best that can make ya happy forever..

AIZY

I must alwayz remember that I'm unique; just like everyone elze.

Do you take personality testz? The ones which provide you questionz and ask you to jot them down on a paper, while at the same time warning you not to jump to the end and finally when you have taken the whole of it provide you with half a dozen lines about you. Most of them ask you to write down names of two persons, one of the same sex and the other of the opposite one. And then in the end they declare that the one of your gender is your best friend and the other is one you are in love with.

Its no where written that you must love someone only of the opposite sex. And firstly, aint you in love with him, if he is your best friend. Many people behave the same. I cannot explain this to a living creature if he is unwilling to change directions.

I have fun while taking these tests.....And usually the two names are more or less constant. I dont know why but one of them is changin now-a-dayz. Its neither fortunate nor unfortunate. Then there are some more partz of it asking you questions that you need to ponder over a while and yet have to give the answer as instantaneously as possible. At the end of one of such testz this is what i waz provided with.

"You are very romantic but show feels that to love means to suffer. You wind up serving your mate & attracting people who have unusual trouble. You see yourself as a lover's savior. Have low self-esteem, and very picky. Artistic and like to fall in love, but you let your love pass by, by loving with your mind, not your heart. Rare to find! Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Sexy as ........ Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Most caring person you will ever meet! One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most sexiest people on earth!

Most of these tests i take, i find what is written about me is true. I dont know if it really is or it is that you always feel it that way no matter whatever is written. This is one more thing that deserves to occupy my first topic, " one thing i dont know why? ". Somehow, i found out that everybody does not feel this way. But i do. Atleast its not that all these predictions are true for Taureanz who were born in second week of may.

I guess i dont have any answer to this question except that people with empathy can put themselves in all kinds of shoes and hence they can relate to all kinds of characteristics and circumstances , no matter how diverse they are.

One thing i dont know why?

To start with, the first thing i dont know why is the title of this blog.

It is really very beautiful to start just like the first page of my dairy.....the excitement that surrounds........ and the hype the heart creates to the other parts of the body........and the reflex actions of those parts.........an invisible chemical reaction takes place somewhere........fluids seem to displace.........somethings get heavier than they actually are.........somethings get lighter than they are supposed to be.......butterflies seem to flap their wings in your stomach........and an innate sense of fear that i may fail to complete what i have started........

I believe in me......i dont know whence this thought but yes, some thoughts are mind tearing, they kill you over that period just bcoz they cant be escaped without that......some on the other hand are alpenliebe's of little joys. They give you something so you could smile on it secretly or laugh it up before someone you are close with and then when asked why?, you can either tell him the little joy or lie effortlessly, as the situation demands.

Lies........one word i have to use with myself often enough that it has become a regular feature in the thoughtz. One thing i dont know why? why do i have to lie when it is not necessary, not in the least needed?, The truth in its place would have caused perhaps no difference to others but yet a sense of insecurity that will haunt you afterwards for having it said. A feel that somewhere someone is thinking of what you have just said and all of a sudden you are trying to figure out what the hell he is thinking. It will continue till it is interuppted by an external medium, need not be a human, could as well be a phone ringing or an animal passing by or just a decibel >30 sound. I am not against lies but i am against the trying to figure it out part of it.

Against is not the word. Many a times we dont find apt words for what we want to express, this results in the opposite person not being able to get what exactly you want him to get. This is not valid in the case of mainstream and grave discussions but during the informal ones where one single mistake committed by the listener will spoil what you actually wanted to continue saying.

Happy ending is what it requires for anything, even a curse to end successfully.